瓶颈。

瓶颈。

一亩肥沃的田地需要适当的休息。

一只写作的笔也需要沉思的时间。

一个失去内容的网站或许要反省。

简单的背影，是暂时的道别。

Overtime 需要Time-out。

假装

假装

假装是鸟，可以飞。
假装是鱼，可以潜水。
假装是狗，可以追捕野兔。
假装是猫，可以叫春撒娇。
假装是天使，可以清纯神圣。
假装是魔鬼，可以凶残无理。
假装是人，嗯，有点无聊。 ~ 几米《我的心中每天开出一朵花》

前几天，向朋友透露，说，可能我夜夜都会做梦的原因会不会是精神分裂的前兆。有些人在夜里会换个身份（回忆：小说《黑夜与早晨的周记》，分裂出另外一个自己。朋友们还十分赞同我很有可能。什么嘛！

喔，不是自己，是想要变成的另一个人。
（我好不贪心，因为我希望综合几某某某。）

人不是都这样么？总是希望自己是某某某，因为羡慕；嫉妒？
我不相信人可以只有一个鲜明的性格。双重性格或者是多面性性格应该才是人们的真正面貌吧！要不然，就是那个人将其他性格压抑得非常成功。

所以，精神压迫-->渴望解脱-->分裂。
大概是这样。

我做的梦很奇怪，有时，不是自己，还有不认识的人！
可是也没有几米的想象般那么天马行空。其实，假装和分裂没有关系，可是，一定是因为希望着某些事才会幻想。

（梦会不会是精神分裂的前奏曲没有科学根据）

Birthday Calculator

It's from Erina's blog.
Quite interesting.
I think the "Birth tree" is very accurate. Heh.

~~~

Birthday Calculator

7 February 1988
Your date of conception was on or about 17 May 1987 which was a Sunday.
You were born on a Sundayunder the astrological sign Aquarius.
Your Life path number is 8.

Life Path Compatibility:

You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path number 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 7 & 9.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447198.5.
The golden number for 1988 is 13.
The epact number for 1988 is 11.
The year 1988 was a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/29/1987 and ending 2/16/1988.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Rabbit.

Your birth tree is:

Poplar, the Uncertainty
Looks very decorative, no self-confident behaviour, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organiser, tends to philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership serious

~~~

Life path No. (8 for me)

The Life Path 8 suggests that you entered this plane armed to lead, direct, organize and govern. You are very ambitious and goal-oriented. You will want to use your ambitions, your organizational ability, and your efficient approach to carve a satisfying niche for yourself. If you are a positive 8 you are endowed with tremendous potential for conceiving far-reaching schemes and ideas, and also possessing the tenacity and independence to follow them through to completion. In short, you were born to be an executive.

The negative 8 can be dictatorial and often suppresses the enthusiasm and efforts of fellow member of the environment. Often, the strength of their own personality excludes close feelings for other people with whom they come in contact. Material gains and rewards often become issues of utmost importance, even to the neglect of family, home and peace of mind. Dedication to success can become an obsession. Emotional feelings are often suppressed by the negative 8, resulting in isolation and loneliness. All Life Path 8 people must avoid discounting the opinions of others.

Tsk Tsk.

My sister always say " you're a Manupilator!!" when we quarrel.

Oh i see.

烦死了。

烦死了。

为什么有些人就是喜欢不择手段搏取同情。
二十世纪，没听过苦肉计只会使人厌恶吗？
是啊，是啊，人性冷漠啊！
你难道不知道？醒一下啦！
*冷笑

When you are studying in the haze...

When you are studying in the haze...

原来袁宏道是一个对天气蛮敏感的人，写了一首什么气候都能用的古文哩。

新加坡，烧笆节后，余烟犹厉。

西风时作，作则烟雾弥漫。

局促一室之内，欲出不得。

每冒雾驰行，未百步辄返。

[原文：满井游记]

燕地寒，花朝节后，余寒犹厉。

东风时作，作则飞沙走砾。

局促一室之内，欲出不得。
每冒风驰行，未百步辄返。

Pardon my 无聊-ness.

Friday the 13th

Friday the 13th

Hai Sing Population in Mjc.

Today marks the end of the 2 years life in MJC. *phew

Yes, took photo for the entire day. Apart from the "Attempt-to-run-away-and-leave-friend-with-the-teacher-she-admire-when-the-class-took-photo-with-him", the best photo i think is where the entire Hai Sing population took picture together. Actually not all, because it was so impromptu, there were still around 7 or 8 person uncontactable.

Haha, so funny.

We even ended up taking group photos with our lower and upper sec class.. so sad la, when i took my lower sec photo, only 3 other ppl were present... the others only came when we took the group one.

i look spastic. Well, 3, my class was 2E3.

(Left to Right: daryl, don, me, juliana)

According to my hai sing seniors in Mj, they always says "in hai sing, u may know so and so, but u will never talk to that person, but once u are in Mj, everyone will became good friends. In the morning will greet each other la.. etc". A kind of weird phenonmenon uh.

This is my class. And Classmates

My class has a total strength of 15. 2 males, 13 females. 7 CLA, 7 English Lit. 1 MLA

War between CLA and EngLit.

2 Band Member.

My Classmates includes our neighbour class 401. Because our strength is small, we had to combine with them. they have 8. so, we have GP and maths lessons together. They are a class of geographians.

class and Classmates.

Our GP tutor. Mr Nathan.

Yea, whenever we gave some constructive suggestions in improving our education, political, system, he will reply us "i'll inform my uncle about it". -_-

This is the photo that we 'plotted' for joanne's sake!

Dr Rahman went -_-!!. haha but guess what? He says, "dun u guys know what is cut and paste?" Hmmmm....heh.

In taiwan, we have S.H.E. Here, we have S.H.I.T. =)

早安新加坡

早安新加坡

晨光轻洒在床上，异常的温柔。我将被子踢走，从床上坐了起来。
睡意挥之不去，迷蒙中还在分辨刚发的一场梦是否是现实。
天是亮了，却似乎不是很亮。我在床上笨拙的寻找我的闹钟。

是八点钟，抑或中午两点？
我伸出我的双脚碰触到冰冰的地，我深深地吸了口气，想打个哈欠。

咳咳咳。PSI 130

什么嘛！现在竟然升到了150？！

Life is so vulnerable

Life is so vulnerable

中学的Band Junior生病了。
竟然是癌症。

幸而是初期。
怎么生命那么脆弱。

我们都很脆弱。
叹。

朋友~

朋友

最近与两班朋友约了出来叙叙旧。
这是我在MJBand 里的死党。

又是Fish&Co.哎，不是挥霍！是因为为Erina和 Felix庆生。他们的服务。。。天呀，当所有的人都几乎吃完了，我们还有三份都还没端上来。他们解释，因为有两个厨房，所以沟通上出了问题，所以请我们吃了些薯条叫我们再等一下下。

后来，是与中学的朋友庆生。
噢！去了Ajisen吃，服务也有点恶劣！真恼怒了我，叫他们他们不应，甜品催了又催，都快半小时了才拿来。可是，他们还算有良心，在我们高唱生日歌，切蛋糕时索性端来了小盘子给我们盛蛋糕。
6个女生，不是聊八卦，难道谈政治？呵呵。

星期六上吉他时，其实已看见了一个布告“Natsumi Akasaki Band 'Red'"。刚巧，这天就碰上了。他们的表演很特别吧。小提琴、吉他、电子琴的组合还蛮少见的。

你们有想过为什么你和有些人就是很投契。嗯。。。
星座、八字、缘分、性格？

雅雯就会告诉我，“往往你讨厌的人就是很你性格相似的。比如，你很倔强他也很倔强，硬碰硬，当然会不合。要是性格不一样，所以就会有投契的可能啊”

Sounds logical.